Feels like Fall.

Pretty sure Fall is on its way. The dramatic weather change has been awesome, except for we're so used to this hot hot heat, that it feels like its freezing when its only 75 out. hah. It does feel like fall is coming early. I sooo hope Mitchell isnt right and we have an even WORSE winter then we did last year, i would so not like to freeze to death. lol.

I got pictures of the new ride. Mom took them when we went down. Super excited. The car is beautiful, and shockingly, still smells new! :)Aha! Love it.

Anyway. Time for the subject of the day. Old friendships.
Dont you hate it when someone you grew up with, who was your best friend from like, second grade until like, a year ago, just starts to hate you for no reason? Like, whats the point? Shouldnt you be entitled to know what you did wrong to at least get some closure? I mean, thats like throwing all you ever knew away. Someone you could trust for years and you did almost EVERYTHING together, just all of a sudden hates you. So you had to have done something wrong. Especially when all you do is say nice things about them, ask them how they're doing, how the fam is. And you dont get anything in return but, " dear you. Would you stop trying to talk to me because i hate you. " Hm. How about. "Dear you, I dont hate you. I grew up, and if i did something to you, please let me know, because i would like to fix it, and move on with life. " If it was something like murdering someone, i would totally understand. But it just seems like an immaturity factor, or they better have some GREAT reason to act ridiculous. Basically, im just asking for closure. If i did something, let me know, and if i can fix it i will, and you will never have to speak to me again. I mean, Im not asking for a spooning buddy or anything. hahaha!

So i guess my future fatha in law is coming to visit. Im actually super excited! I cant wait to meet him. Itll be somtime after Labor Day weekend. Isnt that the weekend we arent supposed to wear white or something.. lol.. idk..

I had the most awesome dream the other night. That i finally got my first tattoo with Mitchell. Its what we have been planning on doing, sometime.. hah. So in this dream we were like, walking down this weird street that was all broken everywhere and i kept asking Mitch where we were going. He wouldnt say, but he kept saying it was a suprise. So he covered my eyes and we walked in this big building and it was super quiet. But through a door down the hall i kept hearing someone saying, on my arm, silly, not my neck. haha.. We explored and then i like blinked, and we were sitting in chairs getting tattoos. I think i was balling. Which freaks me out, cause im already scared to get one. lol But we ended up getting ones, and they turned out awesome, then they started shrinking. lol. Dreams are dreams!

Ahh. Well. I dont have much to say, so im outa here!
Ill leave you with a little parting gift. *tehe!

I love him! He makes me smile! !! :)

Later- JamieBby.

Listening to: nothing at the moment. :)

A Pink One.

Its been a while since i updated last. I couldnt really find time to do it, but now that Mitchell is back in the field, its all i have time to do. He finally came back from WLC, and as far as im concerned, did great, but come to find out, he was in the hospital two days before he came home. He lost alot of blood and the doctor i guesss said he had an "Upper-GI Bleed", which i still have no idea what it is. He was supposed to be going back for a follow up, and of course didnt. Hes too stubborn to do what hes supposed to be doing. lol He ended up being fine, and i guess is still doing fine. Nothing has changed about him, so i think everything will be okay.

We said Good Bye to a good friend of ours who is heading to Korea for a year. Sturgill and his wife Diane. Mitchell actually was pretty upset, im guessing they've been around each other long enough that Mitchell developed a "Man Bond" with him. hahaha. Just kidding.

I gave up on planning our wedding for a while. Right now we just dont have the time to sit down and do all that stuff, so im gonna wait a couple of months before continuing, at least so i can get Mitchell's input on things, it is his wedding too. lol Plus, that stuff just takes time and patients, that i dont have right now. Ive been looking for a job here in Lawton, so thats been consuming most of my time.

It has been 100 plus degrees outside here. I didnt believe anyone when they told me August was our hottest month; i always assumed it was July. July just seems to hold the word heat when you say it, but i was TERRIBLY mistaken. It has been SOO hot. We live on the 3rd floor of our apartment building, and facing the way the sun goes down. So it gets so hot in our apartment. We have the AC set on 68 and every window closed. I need to invest in really thick curtains to hang over our blinds in the living room. Probably would be a smart idea. I feel so bad for Mitch tho, hes out working in this heat. Day and Night hes out in the field until the 19th. Hes already been gone for 5 days, and i know hes been completely miserable. I dont know why they couldnt just wait until it cools down a little bit, these boys are gonna get sick or something. But i guess that part comes with the field training. I cant wait until he comes home. Its been 5 days too long. Im bored to death. lol

We watched some pretty good movies here lately. Ive seen Dispicable Me and Kick Ass. Both AMAZING movies. Mitchell said he didn't think he's ever seen me smile as much as i did in Dispicable Me. I loved it. It was so cute. I love our little movie dates. They've always been something great to remember. lol

Well, we finally traded in the 'ol Jeep-a-roo. We got a brand new 2010 tuxedo black Ford Edge. Its amazing. A little bigger then the Jeep, but a little smaller then an Explorer. I love the car, it smells so good in it, and its so comfy. It has satellite radio, and drives so smooth. It fits us perfect. Except when someone decides to leave his dip bottles in the car and it starts smelling like rotten stuff, that doesnt fit me. ha ha. When i get a new camera, ill post a picture of it.

I think thats it for now. Updates soon.
Later Guys-
Jamie Baby.

Listening to: There Goes My Baby- Usher

I like shiny things and glitter.

This week is so slow. Its driving me crazy. I slept horribly last night without him. I kinda got used to always having him by my side. Hes like my teddy bear. When i want to cuddle, i can just roll over and he'll be right there. I dont have anyone to steal the blankets from. lol

Ive been going through every magazine and every website imaginable. Ive been trying to get this wedding planning stuff takin care of, and i will admit, its pretty stressful, especially when you dont have the money right then and there. Although, i am just getting ideas. There are so many shiny things and flowers and gidgets and gadgets to choose from. Ive been getting some awesome and amazing ideas. Right now, im getting ideas for a wedding dress. Im a simple girl, so i dont want anything being too outrageous, but i do want something that of course everyone will look at Mitchell and say, " Man, you picked a beaut. " ( Not trying to sound boastful, but every woman wants that. lol). I haven't yet narrowed it down to the top 3 yet, but i do have a few ill show that i admire. :)

This First one is just a like.
This Second one was a maybe.Now this 3rd one, was one i liked alot, but it still didnt bring me completely over.
So those are the three choices i had. Then i did some extra hunting this morning. I came across my winner. I absolutely love it, its simple, not too shimmery, not to plain, its perfect. And i think it will be the one i get. But i have to see it in person still of course. I dont want to choose a dress online and it be nothing like the picture. But honestly, i am pretty 90% sure its what im gonna end up getting.
Here's the winner. :)

So ive been contemplating on my bridesmaids. I have my maid of honor, and one bridesmaid. I have two more to choose, and im choosing wisely. Not that i dont have like really good friends that i want to be one, its just timing that matters. They have to be able to be there when i need 'em and we'll have to work with schedules. I hope i dont hurt anyones feelings when i choose, I hope itll be understood that if its not them, its not that i dont love them the same, its just conflicting schedules.
Ill list them later. I still need to figure 2 out.

I had a great time with Vanessa and Dalan this last weekend. We went out and had a great time. I enjoyed hanging out with them. We've decided to hold a little get-together with all Mitchell's friends and people he works with for his birthday this friday. Im pretty excited, anf im going to surprise him so , i hope all goes well. :)

Well thats it for now.

-JamieBaby.

Listening to - Eminem & Rhianna- Love The Way You Lie

Light Bulbs.

Mitchell is gone for 9 days now. Straight. He's out in the field and i am going to have absolutely no contact what so ever. So ive decided to keep myself busy. Unfortunately, there is really nothing to do around here, so im still trying to find ways. hah.

His birthday is the 24th. Im super excited for him. He'll be 21 and can finally buy me alcohol. Meaning when its poring down rain outside, i dont have to get out of the car, its his turn. lol. I decided that SixFlags was going to be the best idea for his birthday, but i can tell hes not really wanting to do that. Its just something i would do as a last resort. I mean, we cant go somewhere big because we're trying to save money for our wedding, that im supposed to be planning for; as you can tell im not, im blogging. Heh. I wanted to do something big for him, but we're limiting ourselves to money right now. So i cant go outrageous. And hes not a girl so i cant go off and decorate his bedroom with streamers and posters and glitter and stuff ( haha Sarah, oh i miss those days.) So leaving SixFlags as a last resort, we can still get out of the house and have fun.

Have you ever thought Facebook needed a dislike button. Some people put sad things on their status' like how they broke a toe or something. Or the pages on the right side of the site which show you how many people like Michael Jackson's Movie . You dont wanna hit a 'Like' button, you want to hit a 'Dislike' button.

We were laying in bed last night and were having our serious no interruptions conversation last night and he said something to me that made me glow last night. It was one of the sweetest things he ever said to me. I don't know if you'd find it as sweet, but it was to me. I guess you had to be there. We had been watching tv last night and there was a part in the show when this couple had been together for years, and the man had temptation to cheat. It shows where the lady is doing her "slutty act" and doesn't get what she wanted, so she walks into the bedroom of the other guy and slips all her clothes off. Well the guy stands there in shock, and then it shows like, 10 min later, the girl coming out of the room and the other guy sitting on the couch apparently assumes the worst. Well it was the worst and when the girlfriend found out she was crushed. It was a mistake and a big one at that, that the guy had thrown everything away for temptation. Ick. Well Mitchell and I got into a talk about cheating, and how we felt about each other. He turns to me and says," Have you ever heard about Thomas Edison and his light bulb?" I said yes of course, and he turned to me and looked at me and says," Well do you remember how many times it took him to get the right one? Like ten thousand times, and when the press came up to him to ask him about it all they did was put him down and try and make him think he was a failure. Someone asked him how he felt failing ten thousand times over and over. All Thomas Edison could say was,' I didnt fail, i just found ten thousand ways not to do it.' And then he waited for that 10 thousandth time and made that light bulb work. And till this day, that light bulb is still on. Thats how i feel about our relationship. It took 10 thousand ways for us to make mistakes. Fail at relationships over and over. And that one ten thousandth time, we found each other. Our light bulb. And it will never go off." I swear i wanted to cry, it was so sweet. :)

Well i better get back to planning our wedding. I want to do it all right, so i went and invested in a stack of wedding magazines to get ideas. Im pretty stoked. Theres some good stuff in them. :)

Oh, I forgot. Our wedding date is picked out for April 9th, 2011. That means we would be engaged a year and had been together for 14 months. Thats pretty good. I like it. Alot. Just wanted yall to know. Its pretty sweet, when you actually have found someone who loves you just as much as you love them, maybe even more, whos even my best friend. :)


Later Loves. -Jamiebaby :)

Listening to= Sweet Child Of Mine- Guns and Roses.