I like shiny things and glitter.

This week is so slow. Its driving me crazy. I slept horribly last night without him. I kinda got used to always having him by my side. Hes like my teddy bear. When i want to cuddle, i can just roll over and he'll be right there. I dont have anyone to steal the blankets from. lol

Ive been going through every magazine and every website imaginable. Ive been trying to get this wedding planning stuff takin care of, and i will admit, its pretty stressful, especially when you dont have the money right then and there. Although, i am just getting ideas. There are so many shiny things and flowers and gidgets and gadgets to choose from. Ive been getting some awesome and amazing ideas. Right now, im getting ideas for a wedding dress. Im a simple girl, so i dont want anything being too outrageous, but i do want something that of course everyone will look at Mitchell and say, " Man, you picked a beaut. " ( Not trying to sound boastful, but every woman wants that. lol). I haven't yet narrowed it down to the top 3 yet, but i do have a few ill show that i admire. :)

This First one is just a like.
This Second one was a maybe.Now this 3rd one, was one i liked alot, but it still didnt bring me completely over.
So those are the three choices i had. Then i did some extra hunting this morning. I came across my winner. I absolutely love it, its simple, not too shimmery, not to plain, its perfect. And i think it will be the one i get. But i have to see it in person still of course. I dont want to choose a dress online and it be nothing like the picture. But honestly, i am pretty 90% sure its what im gonna end up getting.
Here's the winner. :)

So ive been contemplating on my bridesmaids. I have my maid of honor, and one bridesmaid. I have two more to choose, and im choosing wisely. Not that i dont have like really good friends that i want to be one, its just timing that matters. They have to be able to be there when i need 'em and we'll have to work with schedules. I hope i dont hurt anyones feelings when i choose, I hope itll be understood that if its not them, its not that i dont love them the same, its just conflicting schedules.
Ill list them later. I still need to figure 2 out.

I had a great time with Vanessa and Dalan this last weekend. We went out and had a great time. I enjoyed hanging out with them. We've decided to hold a little get-together with all Mitchell's friends and people he works with for his birthday this friday. Im pretty excited, anf im going to surprise him so , i hope all goes well. :)

Well thats it for now.

-JamieBaby.

Listening to - Eminem & Rhianna- Love The Way You Lie

Light Bulbs.

Mitchell is gone for 9 days now. Straight. He's out in the field and i am going to have absolutely no contact what so ever. So ive decided to keep myself busy. Unfortunately, there is really nothing to do around here, so im still trying to find ways. hah.

His birthday is the 24th. Im super excited for him. He'll be 21 and can finally buy me alcohol. Meaning when its poring down rain outside, i dont have to get out of the car, its his turn. lol. I decided that SixFlags was going to be the best idea for his birthday, but i can tell hes not really wanting to do that. Its just something i would do as a last resort. I mean, we cant go somewhere big because we're trying to save money for our wedding, that im supposed to be planning for; as you can tell im not, im blogging. Heh. I wanted to do something big for him, but we're limiting ourselves to money right now. So i cant go outrageous. And hes not a girl so i cant go off and decorate his bedroom with streamers and posters and glitter and stuff ( haha Sarah, oh i miss those days.) So leaving SixFlags as a last resort, we can still get out of the house and have fun.

Have you ever thought Facebook needed a dislike button. Some people put sad things on their status' like how they broke a toe or something. Or the pages on the right side of the site which show you how many people like Michael Jackson's Movie . You dont wanna hit a 'Like' button, you want to hit a 'Dislike' button.

We were laying in bed last night and were having our serious no interruptions conversation last night and he said something to me that made me glow last night. It was one of the sweetest things he ever said to me. I don't know if you'd find it as sweet, but it was to me. I guess you had to be there. We had been watching tv last night and there was a part in the show when this couple had been together for years, and the man had temptation to cheat. It shows where the lady is doing her "slutty act" and doesn't get what she wanted, so she walks into the bedroom of the other guy and slips all her clothes off. Well the guy stands there in shock, and then it shows like, 10 min later, the girl coming out of the room and the other guy sitting on the couch apparently assumes the worst. Well it was the worst and when the girlfriend found out she was crushed. It was a mistake and a big one at that, that the guy had thrown everything away for temptation. Ick. Well Mitchell and I got into a talk about cheating, and how we felt about each other. He turns to me and says," Have you ever heard about Thomas Edison and his light bulb?" I said yes of course, and he turned to me and looked at me and says," Well do you remember how many times it took him to get the right one? Like ten thousand times, and when the press came up to him to ask him about it all they did was put him down and try and make him think he was a failure. Someone asked him how he felt failing ten thousand times over and over. All Thomas Edison could say was,' I didnt fail, i just found ten thousand ways not to do it.' And then he waited for that 10 thousandth time and made that light bulb work. And till this day, that light bulb is still on. Thats how i feel about our relationship. It took 10 thousand ways for us to make mistakes. Fail at relationships over and over. And that one ten thousandth time, we found each other. Our light bulb. And it will never go off." I swear i wanted to cry, it was so sweet. :)

Well i better get back to planning our wedding. I want to do it all right, so i went and invested in a stack of wedding magazines to get ideas. Im pretty stoked. Theres some good stuff in them. :)

Oh, I forgot. Our wedding date is picked out for April 9th, 2011. That means we would be engaged a year and had been together for 14 months. Thats pretty good. I like it. Alot. Just wanted yall to know. Its pretty sweet, when you actually have found someone who loves you just as much as you love them, maybe even more, whos even my best friend. :)


Later Loves. -Jamiebaby :)

Listening to= Sweet Child Of Mine- Guns and Roses.